"Sometimes keeping the memory is good enough."
I know you're probably just as troubled as I am. Baffled might be a better term. Almost desperate, if I may say. Perhaps helpless too. I wish I could tell you that you are not alone. That I've been feeling things as well. But I guess it would be adequate to say that it is what it is. And it would be in the best interest of all for us to leave it at that.
